you know when you are reading a really good book? and you have that internal fight to just hurry and get it done to see how it ends? but then there's also that part of you that is saying "no! once you finish it, it will be over." well, i don't know if you feel like that ever but i know that i do. and i also know that i feel that way about my life right now. i can't wait for some of these upcoming events in my life. (prom, new york, disneyland, graduation..yeah) i've truly never been more excited in my entire life. but i'm scared for them to be over. i'm weird.