being me.

i'm laura,

i'm 18 years young.

i love people.

i hate being mad.

i love Jesus Christ.

i want to be a doctor.

i want to save the world.

i want to be a wife and mom someday.

i want to grow my own garden.

i want to live in a beach house, with lots of windows, and flowers, and art.

i want to go to bora bora with the love of my life.

i want to run a marathon. not even fast. i just want to do it.

i want to go on a mission.

i want to make someone laugh every day.

i want to listen.

i want to learn.

i want to write songs. in fact, deep inside i want to be a starving musician for a few months.

i think life is beautiful.

i think it's ok to feel too deeply.

i think i do feel too deeply.

i think i am in love.

i listen to love songs when i go to sleep.

i think i was a dancer in another life. even though now, i can't do it whatsoever. it's in there.

i know the best people the world has to offer.

i love the earth, and i want to protect it.

i love the sunshine.

i have small feet and hands.

i want to lead a symphony.

i'm scared to grow up.

i'm scared to get married,

no, i'm scared of getting divorced.

i'm scared of losing him.

i miss my brother.

i miss swinging on swings.

i miss my dad.

i miss my old house.

i miss long drives and singing loud.

i want to go camping.

i love yoga. one day i want to be a yogi.

trail mix is my favorite food. but not the raisins.

i want to go anywhere and everywhere.

i want to show people how much they have done for me, and how grateful i am.

i want to live at the temple.

i want to dance in the middle of the street. with a boy singing to me.

i want to ride my bike. everywhere.

and mostly,

right now..

i just want to stop talking about myself.

thanks for reading :)

love, laura