my sister is engaged. to a wonderful
i've never seen her happier in my entire life.
its been hard for me.
harder than it is supposed to be.
i tell them all,
"its just hard to give up your sister
you know? things will
never be the same."
while thats all true,
there's this very large problem i have going on inside of my heart.
its a problem i often pretend is long gone from me.
this part of my heart is called,
"mostly, i just don't really
i believe that she is honestly
in love with this guy.
i believe he is honestly in love with her.
but i just can't let it go
its hard to give your heart away
but its even harder to watch someone else
give their's away.
"he broke his own heart and i watched as he tried to reassemble